Devious Journal Entry

I went to take photos to some special children/adults for an aunt that I didn't know 'til that moment. She's cousin of my dad, and also, she's a nun.
So, she said she want to make registers for the kids (that's how she calls them, but they're all ages), and she needed photos from both sides and front view.
You know? It's kinds terrifying working with them. You're afraid that maybe they will scare with the camera and start crying, screaming, and with all their stories and sickness, that's the less you want to do them. So, I take them with the most careful and happiness I could. In the end, that's all you can leave them.
They are all so happy, in their own world. Some couldn't move at all, others followed you with the sight... And one of hem couldn't even see.
It's hard to see them. All I wanted is to hug them and tell them that everything will be okay. Even if they don't understand me...
But I learned a lot. I know they are happier than any of us could be. And they just live with their ill, doesn't matter anything.
I grew as a person a lot that day. I just can't forget their little faces. Some of them were always smiling... Such a beautiful and pure smile.


For reasons of protection to them, I won't post any photo.

Thanks for reading (: